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Hey Trish, hey all,
Here’s is my awakening story.
I’ve always felt different, like a piece that didn’t quite fit the puzzle. Something was off, but I couldn’t name it. That changed in early 2025 when the Pakistani grooming gang scandal exploded across the UK. The sheer scale of the cover-up hit me like a freight train. I’d sensed the rot before, but now it was undeniable.
I regret not trusting my gut sooner. In 2020 I remember questioning the lockdowns and being angry with how they were destroying so many lives. But for whatever reason I decided to go along with it, as all my family, friends and work colleagues all went along with it. My wife pushed for the COVID jabs so we could travel abroad. I caved. Looking back, I believe the Creator spared me—my shot was likely saline, a placebo. No side effects, no regrets on that score, but the deception burned. The government’s refusal to investigate the scandals, the blatant corruption—it all started to unravel.
I was a Reform UK member, hopeful for change. Then Andrew Bridgen revealed Farage had warned him to stay silent on COVID if he knew what was good for him. That was it. I tore up my membership. Anger pushed me toward the far right for a moment; I nearly joined Tommy Robinson’s protest in February. Thank God I didn’t. I see him clearly now—a pied piper leading good Brits into division and chaos.
Then David Icke re-entered my life. I was aware of David’s work but I think the reptiles were a step too far for me back then. I can’t recall exactly how—maybe a random video or post—but his book *The Trap* stopped me cold. I devoured it, got sidetracked for two weeks diving into the Bible, hungry for answers. Religion’s gatekeepers hate questions, though, so I returned to Icke with fresh eyes. Finishing his trilogy cracked something open inside me. A new perspective bloomed.
Since then, I’ve lived for the truth. I research the cult behind it all, chase spirituality, and do whatever I can to wake others. The cost has been brutal. My family think I’ve lost my mind. My wife divorced me, took our two young kids. I see them when I can, teaching them to question everything, keep an open mind. I hand out 25 copies of *The Light* truth paper each month, planting seeds.
I’ve lost almost everything, but I’ve gained wonder. My worldview flipped 180 degrees. The Earth isn’t a spinning ball—we’re special, created with purpose in a realm of infinite possibility. The future excites me.
For anyone starting this path, begin with David Icke. Then Max Igan, Jeff Berwick, James Corbett, Derrick Broze, G. Edward Griffin, Guy Anderson. The list grows, but the message is the same: question, research, awaken. The truth sets you free—and it’s worth every sacrifice.
